~Conflicted~

It's been ages since the last time i update my blog..Well..What to do??? The hectic life now just won't spare me a particular breaktime..I just barely couldn't let myself relax and stop thinking about my studies...Especially after the released of the STPM results for the previous year, I was totally stressed up and horrified when heard that many of those didn't actually do well..Those news really chills me for almost every night, and sometimes even brought imsomnia for me at that very moment..However, if you were to ask me, I would say that, this wasn't something bad at all..It is this news that brought me stress and granted me the energy to work hard on my studies..Haha, really gotta thanks them for bringing me this power to move on...( I mean for those who did not do well in STPM )..Wuahaha, I'm such a devil for saying that..You know i'm joking...

Alright, lets talk about my life recently..Erm, actually nothing special for these few weeks..As I've said, I've been working very hard for these consecutive weeks and everytime is just homework, homework, and homework...Yes, I can't denied that this kind of life weren't interesting at all, and it certainly is not my cup of tea also..However, life's a day now is no more about what we want..It's about what we must...Especially when people nowaday are all highly competitive among each other...Each of anyone of them holds either a Ph.D or at least a master to work in this community..Wow...That was totally unbelievable...So, what we can do is just keep ourself upgraded and keep catching on their pace..If you're one step slow down, you'll be eliminated...Sigh...Sometimes, i would wonder, why are people nowadays making their life so difficult?? You work diligently everyday and what does that gonna bring for you...In fact, there are some workaholic out there did actually paid up their health for consuming so much time in working life..Besides, news about people who commit suicide due to extreme life-stress are actually quite common now..So, why are we still being so stubborn with that??? Haha, talk was easy, doing would be the catch...This is still the reality, and somehow, we all have to accept it..And I....Who have been grumbling so much about lifes now, still have to finish my homework today.....Oh My God, what have I studied just now??...Methy-tetraphenylchloride....ARGHHHHHHHHHH....

(To be continued....)