Wednesday, July 1, 2009

~ZZZZZZZZZ~

It's me now, doing something dumb and noob here blogging some rubbish....Right, reached UTM last sunday and UTM is so damn BORING I muz say!!!!!!!!!....NO laptop(FYI currently using a PC inside the library), no transport to go some fun places, no entertainments ,no swimming pool, badminton court so damn FAR, AND the girls are not in my faculty.....ZZZZZZZZZZ.....Somemore the orientation week so boring, everytime juz TAKLIMAT TAKLIMAT and TAKLIMAT .....another ZZZZZZZZ........We all can almost sleep the whole day in the hall eventhough its the Ministry of Higher Education speaking in front......Who cares ??...SIGH...I miss my TV, my PC,
Maggie, and mami........These is just the saddest thing ever in my life now.......zzzzzzzzzzzz

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

~掉了 (Lost) ~



我的信心掉了............有人捡到吗??

Thursday, April 16, 2009

~Frust~

Duh...what a world...i knew that Love is powerful in this world, but did it brain washes people as well??

Happens to one my friend..Who is so in love with her boyfriend..And totally lost her usual personalities...or maybe, the one i used to know..Just because her boyfriend loves to do so so things, she can just claimed that everything he did is right in place..though its obviously not...Alright, i can understand that...Maybe she's just trying to protect her lover and loving someones meant to accept his good or bad qualities...I'm fine with that...But please at least don't try to influence other ppl eventhough your lover like or dislike to do it...To be specific, we're talking bout smoking...Her boyfriends smokes..That's his problem, and i've no intention to interfere with his lifestyle...I just told her, I personally hate smokes , then she's like so sensitive that she thought i'm insulting her boyfriend...come on la...did i mention anything bout him...Then she talk like shes lecturing someone with this rubbish:

What wrong with smokes??, i can accept smokers...and I personally hate boy who don't smokes!!!

Right thats your problem...who care bout u like or don't like smokers, and the words "i personally hate boy who don't smokes" just shows that you're so damn immature and was just trying to throw out something heavy to hurt me..Or maybe you wish your boyfriend to die earlier..lolol..And this is not the first time u were trying to compare ME with HIM...When i said i love ABC, then you'll say your boyfriend will prefer CBA... Can you please don't pull out your boyfriend everytime i said something...Who wanna know bout him??...

I've enough with all these things and I must say, You are such a bitch!!!...And no more chatting in the future...Never..

Saturday, February 21, 2009

~My Fault~

Not happy now.....
it's my fault this time....

My fault for telling so much things to u....
My fault for sharing my true feeling with u...
My fault for knowing dat u won't understand me and yet still spit everything to u...
My fault for start talking to u....
My fault for fail to stay quiet everytime i saw u...
My fault to have promise to have breakfast with u...
My fault for living with u...
My fault to be born to this world...
My fault to be born in this family....
My fault to be born as ur son....

Thursday, January 1, 2009

~2009 New Year Resolution~

I know, I know, my blog really lack of updates these days...So, decided to do this new year resolutions to state out my wishes and hopes on this new year.(or merely just to make this blog alive)....

1. Grow Fatter
Look...i'm so sick of been called skinny Voon, pai kut xian, san pi pa, sao mang kai, and many many more words those Hokkien and Hakka and whatever languages used to describe me....Everybody just keep on tell me, eat more lah....Hello, FYI, I eat all 5 meals 1 day and i'm a carnivourous, which means, you can hardly find a single vegetable in my food...But, i really have no idea where did all the food nutrition went??....You know what, when i'm eating bah kut teh, i purposely chuz those pork wif extremely thick fat on it (in hokkien we say pui ba)...It's really disgusting to eat those, but i sacrifices myself just to grow at least 1 kg more on my body....However, growing even 0.5 kg had been so so so difficult for me for not absorbing all the cholesterol i ate...That's why from Form 4 till now, i still maintain my weight at 55kg.....Please.....Just let me grow fatter this year....

2. Good STPM result
This is just something can be not mention....Who wouldn't want a good STPM result??..Actually, i'm not too greedy lar...Just please at least let me get 3.0 CGPA will be enough for me...I know my own condition...I'm not a genius, so definitely won't expect to get result a genius deserves.....Very logical...

3.Have My Own Car
This is what I wanted the most.....With a car, I can go anywhere I want....With a car, i don't have to take bus anymore...With a car, I can.....Hmm....Let me think bout it first....

4.Clarify The Real Pathway I'm going
This is about what i should pursue in University....Had been doing many research during this holiday and listen to many many advices from my cousins and friends...I've been very blur about this thing since form 5 that time, and now should really come with an answer...But still progressing...

5.A Good Health
Hope to have a good health this year...i mean year 2009....My mom told me in 2009, people that are born in year of snake(chinese sure know d lar) will be having bad luck...She say we might suffer from bad health...sounds scary leh....Hehe, i know lar, i memang got abit superstitious d....Just believe first lor...who knows it might really came true leh.........Choi choi choi~

Hmm....Seems like i don't have too many wishes this year...Really can't figure out what to achieve anymore...Then just let it be 1st bah....Will think about it later...