~Tired~

I can't stand it anymore....I feel so tired everyday..With the endless problem need to be solved everyday...Often busy with club activities, can't even concentrate in my study neither in class nor home....My brain just keep on thinking.." what should i do now, what if this happen., what if that happen.."...Suddenly, makes good friend with Headache and Imsomnia..Body started malfunction and grey hair started pop out for over brain usage...I really wanna run away from all those thing..But, can I?...I can't just throw all those thing to someone else to do it just like many ppl outside there always did..I hate irresponsible people...But there is just too much of them and at the end, I'm the victim of those people and ended up throwing so many things for me to settle..Somehow, i feels like, it's myself that are torturing myself..If i can make myself an irresponsible people, I wouldn't have so much workload...Well..it's merely just different point of thinking...You have the choice to be the one that others people hate the most, or the you that you your ownself hate the most...Figure it out...