~Extraordinary Christmas~

Woohoo.....Yesterday was the Christmas Day!!! Unfortunately, a big and glory day like that could had ended up raining the whole day..What to do, since it was a raining seasons now..At first, i thought i will gonna celebrate this Holy Day alone, as there isn't any call or sms or whatever that pleaded me to leave my little home..Sigh, that time i was like 'WTH', isn't there any of my frenz celebrating Christmas out there?? 'Nevermind', that was the word i keep telling myself in order to prevent myself got dragged into a hard time..I told myself:

"Everyone has their own way on celebrating some seasons..There are also many of those outsiders were just sleeping the whole day ignoring the good day today..So don't let 'being alone' to be a factor for me..By the way, it feels quite good too, staying home with family members at Christmas..Just cheer up and don't make yourself sad on this day.."

Haha..I found out that, i'm actually quite good on self-deceiving..Till noon, one of my frenz juz call into my cellphone..At that moment, hope cames soundlessly into my heart..He said, tonight, two frenz which we recognize through Internet will come meet us in Klang..(they're from KL)..That time, i was utterly shocked and surprised and excited with the news..They come down just to meet us..Actually, we already planned of meeting each other at Christmas Day, but i thought they were just joking..I never thought they really really had come down here..They heard that the '
Bah Kut Teh' here were delicious..So, they wanna come and try.Without hesitating, i agreed to go with them..Guess what?? I haven't seen before their faces, and I'm really very very eager to know how does they look like..Since i knew him all this long, we only talk to each other through Internet..So, it's glad to have an E-pal now..Woohoo..hard to believe...Finally, the night arise, and my frenz came fetch me with his little 'Kancil', then drive straight to our destination..When reach there, i've saw them..Erm....ya....nothing special with their appearance or dressing..Just 2 normal boys..But they actually quite good looking..So we went into the Bah Kut Teh restaurant, sat down, and order for some foods...At first, i thought i'm gonna have nothing to talk with them coz we obviously not familliar with each other..But the situation there was totally different from what i've thought..5 of us there juz couldn't stop talking that we actually had to fight for the time for us to spoke..Haha...i loves that kind of feel very much..I've always hate to have a cold date with someone else, which are so so so boring..Eat and talk and eat and talk and eat and talk.......continuously..After bout 2 hours sitting there, we finally decided to go somewhere else..Haha, felt guilty coz sitting there for so long although we had finished our foods earlier..luckily it was night time, so not many customers there..Guess where had we been after that??? We went to cyber cafe(CC)..U must had think that, what is it so special spending times in cyber cafe..At first, i think like u too..And i've also try to refuse to go with them..But seems like my effort is useless coz i'm sitting his car..so where he goes, i'll have to follow..Haha..what happened in the cyber cafe?? what did we do inside there?? I 'll let this be a small secret inside me..But, we actually really really had a good time and we enjoy ourself much there..Luckily i followed them to CC, if not i wouldn't be this happy yesterday..finally, we left there by almost 3am...coz my E-pal nid to back to Kl as there are class they need to attend the next day..So, we just went back..After i've reach home, i thought i was gonna fell asleep straight away on my bed, but this didn't happen..Bcoz, i'm too excited that night that i couldn't close my eyes eventhough i'm damn tired and exhausted..The things we do and the things happened to us today just keep on flashing in my brain like a drama rendering me an imsonia...Thank you u guy's there for giving me such a memorable Christmas Day...You guy's are the best and really nice to meet you all....By the way, since it was Christmas Day, i've oso uploaded some photos from some events last time..




A teddy bear on a Christmas Tree...Say cheez...




Photos of me and somez of my ex-schoolmates in Esther christmas party on 19 December 2007...




Look what i've got here..Ferrero rocher chocolate in loves shape..It fills me with many many loves in this Christmas Day...Yummy..Wuahahaha

~Speechless Dinner~

Today, i went out have dinner with my parent..Juz like before, a strange feeling appear in my heart..An undescribable feeling that i wouldn't want to have it at that very little moment..But, this feeling would always here whenever there is an occasion like this..Sometimes, i would wonder, why could a family dinner could have become these 'cold'..It feels more like having dinner with some strangers, instead of with my parent..Yes, it's MY PARENT..Hard to believe isn't it?? I think that would be the main reason, why kidz now loves to hang out more with their frenz, instead of with their parent..They choose to have dinner with frenz, but not with their parent..This might probably bcoz, they feel more joyful or more happy to be with frenz instead of being with parent which they felt, it's damn boring..Do u think like that too?? The reason we all felt happy when hanging around with frenz is bcoz, we actually get to choose who we loves to be with..For example, if we feel uncomfortable or boring when we are with Mr.A, we can refuse to go out with him..But if we feel happy, comfortable,or crazy with Mr.B, we continue to be with him..So, we all actually are able to choose frenz that we loves to be with..What if we talk about our parent?? Do we stand a chance to choose our parent?? Can u say " I hate my parent now, i want a new want !!". Or, can u refuse to be with them forever??..It's impossible...Once our parent, always will be our parent..I blame myself to have that feeling at that time..I blame myself for not appreciating the time they've spent on me..I've also blame myself for not loving them as deep as they loves me...I just hope that, god could gives me a longer times, to pay what i've owed them..Back to the dinner just now, though understand all the above 'theory', at the end of the dinner, we still end up speechless..

~First Timers~

Hihi to everyone and to myself too..Obviously this is my first post for my very own blog..If u were to ask me that,why am i writing this? Or, since when i've turn up to be a blogger? Well, i guess it would probably be the influence of my frenz around me..Bcoz, lotz of my frenz are bloggers too, and i've read most of those..Fine,u can say that i started this just to get updated or so that i could get in touch with them..i don't mind if u really say that..In fact, i feel that, it does worth it to write down..Oopss....... Should be 'type down'..(whatever, haha)..anything, any event or any incidents that happenz in my life..By the way, this is actually not new for me, as i've oso had the habit on writing a diary..i've writen down countless things that happenz to me in that small lil books....Well, i guess this is nothing different from that..it's juz that this is electronic or more advanced way on writing a journal..Hmphmm, a bit regretted now coz this late only i started a blog..OMG, i've miss out many many joyful things to be written in here.(T-T)..Haiz..Nevermind, as long as, those memory are always in my mind..Sweetzz....( ^-^)..HaHa..i guess i'll stop here for today...If not, I gonna continue typing for 3 dayz..haha, juz can't stand the excitement on me for starting a new blog...C ya....BB..